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Name: MaryJane
Location: Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, United States
Birthday: 9/26/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: music. faeries. mosh pits. parties.
Expertise: i'm obviously good at working at wendys since i am now employed at my third one.
Occupation: Other
Industry: Hospitality
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Website: visit my website
AIM:  xdcfaeriex
ICQ:  342812810
Member Since:
5/30/2004
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So, i'm near a comp and i thought i'd update for you people that are wandering if i'm dead or not since its been about 5 months.... so life has been interesting. uhmmm.... living with ashley has been awesome. we ended up moving downstairs with my dude casper cuz... well, i dunno i almost moved to key west and then i decided not to at the last minute and we already broke our lease... i dunno. it was a really confusing couple of weeks. anyways.... i'm gonna be living with ashley and casper for about a month and then i'm moving to pensacola, florida with matt. and yeah.... i'm still with matt..... :) hes not an asshole anymore and its awesome. i'm visiting him in key west right now actually. thats how i have a computer. i got on a plane for the first time 2 days ago to come here. omg... i was soooo scared. lol planes scare me. the first flight went to charlotte, nc. we started moving and matt had to hold my hand and i lost my breath cuz i was sitting by the window and all i could see was the plane going down. lol but yeah. we flew into beautiful miami then took a bus here. matt took me out to eat last night i got this jerked chicken with coconut rice. the rice was nasty. :( but of course the chicken was good. we went to duvall st. and just walked around. he went in a bar and got me a pina colada. twas good. theres no open container law here so we just walked around on the street drinking. i talked him into going to the gay part of the street and the first store we walked in he got hit on. it was hilarious. we're going back tonite and i'm gonna buy a rainbow flag. i'm excited. lol matt said he was gonna take me snorkeling today. yay! that should be fun. i dunno. i'm just glad i'm here. its sooooo pretty. i LOVE palm trees. but yeah.. i quit my job at wendys but i guess i'm starting back on monday which sucks... honestly, i dont wanna go back to pittsburgh. it is just way too nice down here. why would i go back to cold weather? it sucks... i've just been sitting on the balcony with a tank top and shorts on and i'm sweating! its nice. lol hmmmmm theres a lot of fucking chickens here man... lol it reminds me of my grandparents house. lol but yeah... uhmmmm......... i got a tatoo the day before new years.... its a dragonfly on my calf. its cute. i didn't wanna get anything too drastic for my first tatoo cuz i didn't know what to expect. but we might go back and get another one tomorrow. i think i'm gonna get a star on my hip. one of these days i'll have enough money to get my crow tatoo. and it'll be sweet. lol but yeah.... i guess i'm gonna go now. i want to sit outside and enjoy the nice weather. i miss you all.. whoever you are that is reading this.. i prolly do miss ya.... hah peace.
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| So, last nite was way too much fuckin drama for me... i cant take this shit. seriously. blah. well, matt ended up getting smashed and i sobered up cuz i got sick like i said... i called him an angry alcoholic and i moved all my shit up the hill. he got pissed at me.. wouldnt talk to me. we almost broke up. i guess i coulda been more sensitive cuz his grandpa just died but i mean...... hes always angry when he drinks. it doesn't matter whats going on. and i cant take it anymore. last nite was the first nite i bought a bottle of jager and didn't finish it. i just didn't want to. and i'm glad cuz i prolly woulda cheated on matt last nite. i was up the hill with his brother jimmy and ashley. our neighbors jeremy and kyle came up and jeremy... blah... lets just say i had a chance to cheat but i came back down the hill to talk to matt instead. i just dont know what i want anymore... i care about matt but he pisses me off a lot. and i dont cheat no matter what the circumstances cuz thats just not me... i just dont know if i wanna be with matt anymore.. well, sometimes i do. but not when he gets in his mood like, every other day. i dunno..... i dont know if i wanna throw away what i think me and matt might have just for one night of fun... i used to be like that a year ago. but thats just not me anymore.... blah... i dont know. but so much shit happened last nite.....blah....i dunno. daves mad cuz i moved out and i was like, dave i didn't really live here.... but he wants me to. i dunno. living up there.. theres gonna be a lot of temptation... that i dunno i can handle..... i dunno but i gotta be at work at 4. i wanna go home and unpack some shit before i get ready for work....... until next time people.... peace. | | |
| So, this week has beein interestin. Halloween was fuckin awesome. I ended up throwin a semi party here and a drank a bottle of jager and kicked some guys asses at spades all nite. matt finally came home and it was fun. tuesday i had off again and ashley and soleil dyed my hair black. it lookes pretty fuckin good. i've been workin wednesday and thursday. matts grandpa died yesterday... its really sad. hes going back to ohio tomorrow and coming back on like, wednesday. his brother jimmy is on his way here right now from florida. i have to meet another sibling. brothers aren't bad tho. i've already been drinkin jager tonite and now i feel sick cuz i haven't eaten so i came home and now i'm fixin velveeta mac and chheese... mmmm the best ever. i'm waiting for matt and dave to go home. i shouldn't have played asshole with jager... gawd.. i'm stupid.... anyways.. i'll update more later but i just cant concentrate and type..... peace. | | |
| Happy Halloween peeps! I'm so excited. i fuckin love halloween. its an excuse to get drunk. :) which i plan to do cuz its payday. i'm gonna go get a pumpkin after i cash my paycheck. yay :) So i still dont know when matt is gonna be back. i havent seen or talked to him since wednesday and i'm beginning not to care. cuz if he actually cared about me, then he woulda asked dave if he could talk to me one of these days. dave said he better be back today cuz hes been gone with daves car. whatever... i dont even care.... i'm getting drunk so fuck him. i doubt i'll be with him for very much longer just cuz.... he doesn't have what i want i guess. i know what i want and hes not it....hes not very emotional at all... i need someone who shows affection so whatever...better to realize it now than later when its too late. i dunno..... yesterday sucked like whoah..... i woke up feeling sick as fuck....fucking periods.. i hate them. and i was a week early so thats fuckin weird. anyways... my medicine was packed up the hill at ashleys. so i leave around noon... and i finally make it up there around 12:30. i threw up and blacked out about 6 times going up there. i fell on the sidewalk... and just layed there. i finally make it up there and i'm laying in front of her door pounding and i can here her and i knew she was looking thru the peephole but couldnt see anyone so i was still pounding. she opens the door and is like, wtf is wrong with you? u look like shit... i just run to the bathroom then i go get my medicine and go lay in MY bed. ( that excites me to know i finally have a bed now) she gives me a heating pad (bless her heart) and i end up falling asleep finally after 2 hours of pain. then she comes in there and talks to me or whatever and i try to call off work but they wouldn't let me.. bastards... how can you not let someone call off? anyways.... i ended up starting to feel find after taking 3 different medicines. so work was fine... i love my manager becca... shes so fucking awesome. she cracks me up. this kid josh i work with is so gangsta... haha but hes white! i try and tell him that all the time but he just doesn't listen... hes just like yo yo whats up! hah i dunno.. hes hilarious. so... i'm beginning to realize that i really like red heads..... and theres this kid that comes thru the drive thru sometimes and we always sit there and talk and i get yelled at cuz i'm 'running up the service time' but oh well. we talk about our gaged ears and shit. i've been searching for him lately cuz hes really hot... hah i at least wanna get his name... *sigh* anyways... i'm gonna go shower before passions comes on. then i have to finish getting ready cuz craig is coming here when he gets outta school and hes gonna go buy me a bottle and i'm gonna do some shopping... woot! peace out! | | |
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So I made it to ohio and i didn't do really anything i had planned on doing before i got there..... i didn't sleep at all after work friday nite... i stayed up waiting for matt to get home cuz i didn't know where he was. he got home around 5 in the morning then a bunch of us just stayed up and i was like, fuck im not gonna be able to sleep. so i just stayed awake and went to the bus station around 11:30 in the morning. my bus left around 1. i slept til 3 when we stopped in yo-town and i really had to pee. so i stayed awake til i got to warren. brandy ran up and gave me a hug as soon as i got off the bus and i was like, take me to my cousins, i have to pee. lol so we went down the street to my cousins and we hung out for a while. it was so weird being there.... its weird being in ohio without danny. but i found myself talking more about matt than danny which made me so happy. i think i'm finally starting to realize that i dont need danny. my cuz jen thinks he came into my life for a purpose and that was to teach me. and he taught me a lot, good or bad. and i'm thankful for that but its over now. and i have to take my knowledge and make good use of it and just forget about danny. i <3 matt. hes awesome. even tho lately hes been acting weird......anyways, i spent all day with brandy then later we hung out with tony. smoked and drank... the usual. then my mom came home and she started crying cuz she was so happy and it was kinda emotional.. i missed my mom so much... :( i'm half tempted to move back just because of my mom but .... i dont think i'm going to. anyways... i didn't end up falling asleep til 4 a.m. awake for 40 hours... geez. needless to say i slept all day sunday. my mom made me dinner and i layed around. it was nice to just sit around and not have to worry about anyone or anything... no problems.. then i come back to shittsburgh and its fucking.. fkjdsa;fjsadkfj stupid..... lol i'm gonna try and go to college. and since i have no money i think i'm just gonna go to the community college. why not? i'm still getting an education..... and its cheaper... soo woohoo... this girl anna i work with is gonna get me some info cuz she goes there. i stayed with her the other nite... and matt got mad at me and i haven't seen him since i left.. i guess he decided to go back to cleveland.. i dunno... oh well. hes been a dickhead anyways. we need some time apart. so my friend kevin brought over this dream book cuz i was telling him how i keep having these fucked up dreams and i dont know why... i wanna figure myself out dammit! hah anyways... its almost 2 o'clock so i have to go watch passions and days of our lives cuz i'm weird like that.. then i'm gonna clean for dave cuz he asked me too. even tho i clean everyday. he just doesn't realize it cuz as soon as he comes home all the guys trash it.... i'm such a good house wife.... lol but woo for today off..... lol peace! | | |
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